More than anything,
I wish that hes be mine to keep,
not just the one who leaves me to weep.
The silence hes left behind,
has translated in thousands of words,
that I pray are not indeed true.
More than anything,
I love him more than hell ever know,
I want to be able to follow,
him to the end of the world,
as a friend I can love from afar.
More than anything,
I wish hed speak to me,
instead of listening the silence,
because words do hurt,
but the silence leave fatal wounds.
I feel so touch, so used,
I thought forever he was my friend,
but if only I had seen his dark intentions,
perhaps I would of stayed away.
He was 30 years old,
a cousin of a friend, a friend I thought was mine,
he seemed sweet, we talked for a while,
but now that I found the truth I feel,
so used, so touched.
I was only 17 years old,
just having fun online with him as usual,
he asked me what I was wearing,
I said nothing, but a towel.
Being a man he bugged for a picture...
I thought it was only a game,
I thought he was my friend,
so I did, without thinking and sent it to him,
all was fine until I found out...
I fell so touch
Yeah I have to add new stuff too. :D I'm happy to know people keep visiting, gives me a reason to continue my arts.
Tho right now I'm a little down due to I can't stop thinking of a guy who no longer wishes to speak to me... I fear he found out I liked him from someone else. Well I guess shit happens. And EEEK my financial need for next year is 3000$, how I am going to make that for when I pay for school in the end of August.... pray for a miracle and find a second job I guess. Going to look for a full time paying job in June and hopefully get one thats outdoors. Well I wish myself luck and will keep ya posted.
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Its terrible I can't express how I feel.
I met a friend's cousin who's 30.
he pretended to be my friends,
now I'm scared and feel like dirt,
finding out I drive him crazy,
what are his sick games?
I'd really like to know why her mother does not trust this 30 year old...
x.x eek my subscription expired and I have no money to renew it yet so I have to live with the classic DA until I can afford to pay it.
I've been busy with the holidays but I think I should have time to take new pictures and have more content to add.
I'm sending this to you because I'm moving to a different account and you are on my watch list. My new account is here if you are still interested in watching me, then please go there